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| jessica...AGAIN |
[09 Nov 2004|05:31pm] |
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dont comment in my journal jessica.
my journals now friends only...bcuz ppl have HUGE mouths. so if u wanna be added. let me kno
*kc
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| Cheer try-outs |
[08 Nov 2004|06:38pm] |
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I made varsity... in some ways its good. but in some its bad. I mean its good cuz i proved myself that im good enough for varsity..but at the same time now im gunna have an even HARDER time quitting. (if i do that is)
Im SO happy about our team.. I think mrs bubb made some AMAZING choices!(but dont worry everyone on JV..i still love you!)
anywho... nothing else to talk about
I love him ^^
i gotta go hes making me foodd (hes amazing..i know. and no u cant have him..hes mineeee)
*kc
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| Life... |
[03 Nov 2004|05:41pm] |
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My boo *nelly |
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YESSSsss.... i finally get to go back to school. lol. it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. and it went by quite fast. I had alot of homework to do anyways. except i have a lab practical tomorrow during 4th!! AHHH!!!
i had cheerleading today...egh..i wont go there with you. After cheerleading i had to help my grandma with a few things. then i hung out with my babe till he had to go to work. i wanted to hang out with him tonight..:-( but o well.. maybe after work
right now my life is soooo screwed up. 1) i feel like i have no friends. i mean of COURSE there are that few who talk shit about their own friends and u get to hear about it. that makes you go.. "hmm, i wonder that they say about me". and then there are those who are amazig and never give up on whatever you do wrong. (those ones i love the most) then theres haley...:-D shes always been the most amazing person i've ever met. and to be honest. I think she'll always be (outside of my mom) thw most important girl in my life. I love you haley!!! :-* BFF! 2) i feel like im slipping away and losing everything i've worked for...great friends...my amazing boyfriend...school... just alot of things. I've been losing track of what means the most to me. and im losing all of those things. i cant do that..:-/ help me..someone
anywho, enuf of babbling. im out...dunno where img oing. or what im doing..but i sure aint staying and writing in this thing all night.
*kc
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Ever felt like your world is COMPLETELY falling apart?
I do...:-/
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| got this from haley |
[01 Nov 2004|05:28pm] |
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Over and Over *Nelly |
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Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"
March
Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others(sometimes). Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented.Loves special things. Moody.
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[29 Oct 2004|10:53pm] |
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Over and Over *Nelly |
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just sitting around my house hanging out with a few ppl. im pretty damn bored. i have nothing to do and no where to go. and i have a really long weekend too. that sucks. im tired. and i think im about to go to bed soon. so..yeah
mindis cute. and mike is cute with mindi.
*kc
<3
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[29 Oct 2004|01:48pm] |
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Mr Mom *Lonestar |
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im hangin out with haley and jimmy right now.
*kc
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[25 Oct 2004|04:26pm] |
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new sn guys...
amor eterno 9603 <---- means eternal love 9 6 03 (for those of u who DONT know --this doesnt include lizzy-- thats the day me and jimmy started dating)
add meeee
NELLY (f/ Tim McGraw) LYRICS
Over And Over
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause it's all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it yeah I can't shake it
Nooo
I can't wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it's a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again
Ohh
But I think she's leaving
Ooh man she's leaving
I don't know what else to do
(I Can't go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again yeah
And I can't take it yeah I can't shake it
Nooo
I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that u would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
And this choice I made keep playing in my head
Over and over again
Playing my head
Over and over again
Ohh
I think she's leaving
Ooh man she's leaving
I don't know what else to do
(I Can't go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it I can't shake it
Nooo
(Now that I've realizes that I'm going down
From all this pain you've put me through
Everytime I close my eyes I like it down
I can't go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it I can't shake it
Nooo
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it I can't shake it
Nooo
Over and Over again
Over and Over again
Cause it's all in my head
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Amazed by you *Lonestar |
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weeks been okay. i've been really tired tho. and in a crabby mood. nothing new. im home "sick" my stomach was kinda hurting. so i decided to go home and skip seminar. so ill prolly go and take a nap now.
tell me how u honestly feel about me. and who i am and how i act towards you or other people.
*kc
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| Homecoming |
[16 Oct 2004|10:47am] |
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last night we won our HOMECOMING GAME!!! I was so excited! But i was SOOO friggen cold too. Afterwards jimmy came over and we fell asleep together. :-) I love him. then we woke up an hour later and he had to go home. so he kissed me and left. I rolled over and went back to bed.
this morning i woke up at 9:30-ish. Cuz Shayla's comin over to Shells to do our hair for homecoming tonight. After i showered i got online. I see that now mindi and mike arent coming with me and jimmy. they found something better to do apparently. im waiting for shell to call... thats about it. im excited about tonight. and for pictures at Lexi's!! :-D I love everyone thats going! :-)
*kc
call if u wanna do something after HC..seeing as I dont have plans anymore.
I love my babyyyy
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| my weekend |
[10 Oct 2004|06:42pm] |
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Friday was the football game. It rained during the game which for some reason made it more fun. The fans were really into our cheers and stuff. I think we did `fans go crazy` like a billion times lol After the football game and i have a kiss to jimmy, i went home. I met crystal there. we took showers and she blowdried my hair. (lol crystal...we `bonded`) Then we kinda sat up talking for a bit then we passed out cuz we were exhausted.
Saturday me and crystal woke up at like 9:30-ish. But i pressed snooze like a billion times cuz we didnt want to wake up. then jimmy came over while we were getting ready cuz he was going to drive us over to dmitrys. i straightened crystals hair, and we both got dressed and brushed our teeth. then we left to dmitrys. at dmitrys his mom told us she had to run errands and to wait there. so we did...we only waited like 30-45 min er so. but it felt like a LIFETIME!! Then she showed up and we went and picked up dmitry. We took him to his doctors appointment. And then we went back to his house and chilled there for a bit. Dmitry and Crystal wanted to spend some time alone.. so me and jimmy left. and we only came back when he was leaving. we said good-bye and i gave him a HUGE hug and told him i didnt want him to leave. but he did :-( im SO glad i got to see him! then me and jimmy went to my house. At my house we washed his car..inside and out. It looks really nice too. and it was kinda fun :-) After that we went inside and laid down and watched football together. we both sorta dozed off for a bit. then I called haley and she told us about a haunted house. i wanted to go..:-D so me and jimmy got some money, went and got haley mindi and danielle from kristys house. and then we headed to the haunted house. We stopped at McDonalds on the way..and we almost got lost!! lol it was fun tho. cuz jimmy was freaking out lol but then wen FINALLY found it. it was called deadly intentions. it was alright, it was pretty scary to me, but only because they had some crazy clowns that made me scared.. after that jimmy took all 4 of us over to danielles cuz we were staying there. we ordered pizza and hung out for a few hours. then eventually one by one we all passed out.
I woke up at about noon with everyone else..cuz mike called. (fucker) after that we all sorta ate a lil breakfast. then my mom came and got us. haley danielle and mindi went over to richs with mike and rich. while i stayed at home and cleaned the ENTIRE BACKYARD!! it was gross. but it looks ALOT better. then we went and got chinese food, and now im here. jimmy went to his dads house last night so i really miss him. i cant wait till he gets home! I love him so much!
tomorrow is PJ day for spirit week. im excited. im gunna be CoMfY!!
i dont really got any plans for the week. so anyone wanna hang out call me!
*kc
jimmy is the most amazing person in the entire world. i love him to death!
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| YES!!!!! 2 MORE DAYS!!! |
[07 Oct 2004|05:46pm] |
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*kc
p.s. only if my moms not evil...
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| yuck...i feel like shit |
[04 Oct 2004|05:28pm] |
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Me and Emily *Rachael Proctor |
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i dont feel good. havent for about 5 days now. i wonder when it'll go away...
ScHoOl
lets see..it feels like i have a project in like..EVERY class. it sucks. but the good thing is..i got all A's on my progress report. so i guess my hard work actually does pay off.
man forget it. i dont even have anything to talk about. nevermind. this entry will just be a short one.
*kc
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| "because its a thursday... i dont need a reason to want to give you flowers" |
[30 Sep 2004|09:37pm] |
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okay.. so today wasnt the GREATEST day..
i go to school.. exam first hour. i find out some interesting news about someone that i love. and i hate it. :-( (you know who you are) so i was kinda alone the rest of the day. didnt talk to anyone really. then i had a responsibility hour. not fun..very long. after school i had practice. because jessica had long nails and wont cut them..and lauren "didnt feel good" we ended up conditioning all practice. and it was hard...REALLY hard. and i was so exhausted.
after practice..everything got better (except the soreness in my legs and arms) my mom made me a delicious dinner. porkchops with mashed potatoes and asparagus. (yummmm!) then i took and nice long hot bath. that was relaxing. then jimmy came over and asked me to go to meijer with him to get a new shirt. so we're there and stuff lookin at shirts, and he randomly hands me his keys and tells me to go wait in the car.. im like.. (????) ok? and i do it. so im waiting and waiting.. and i see him come out. and he walks to the car.and straight to my door. of course I'M thinkin hes just tryin to scare me. so i ignore him. and he opens the door, and when i turn hes holding out a bunch of roses. im like.. AWWW.. whats this for? and he goes "because its a thursday... i dont need a reason to want to give you flowers" i get this HUGE grin on my face. and tell him i love him..and kiss him of course :-)
anywho... my day went from bad...to good. now im just exhausted. i need some sleep.
i love my baby boy more than anything in the world!
*kc
p.s. me and jane have the best boyfriends
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| yesterday n today |
[28 Sep 2004|05:18pm] |
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yes..you should alllll be proud of me! i finally got my left splits! NOW I HAVE BOTH! yessss i rock today
YeStErDaY...
yesterday wasnt a great day. i came home from school early cuz i was feeling absolutely miserable. so i laid down like all day with a heating pad on my stomach. I didnt go to practice.
ToDaY...
wasnt so bad. school was alright. we played a game in 1st...which was fun. and 4th hour i found out i aced my spanish test...100% babyyyy then i had practice, i didnt really do a whole lot cuz michelle and sarah werent there. so me and lyss juss messed around :-) we're silly (i love you lyss) and then i finally got my left splits..as u read already.. YES! now im about to go with jimmy to the mall..
yeah. thats my day/s
*kc
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| god my finger hurts |
[25 Sep 2004|11:26pm] |
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have you ever had one of those days where you jsut feel like nothing can go right?
i mean you'd think that when i woke up at 7 and slammed my finger in the door and nearly broke it, i would get SOME sort of clue that today isnt going to be a good day. but no, i keep going on with my day, then im stuck doing the ACT at cranbrook.. wtf? I'm on my way home and stuck in the driveway for a few hours helping my mom with her gay garage sale. ugh..that sucked. the only part that didnt suck was taht haley was with me. then i went to the mall with hal, mindi, and mike. when i got home, i had to help my mom by carrying everything that was outside of the garage...INTO the garage. then i left with jimmy. where we either yelled at each other, called each other names, or ignored each other.
its like...god... why cant i have a day where nothing goes wrong?
i guess i cant bitch. i have no room to. there are many of my other friends that are going thru way more stuff than me. it just feels like sometimes i just need to sit and cry. by myself. whatever. im going to bed. and i hope i dont wake up until school....
*kc
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| haley <3 <3 |
[24 Sep 2004|06:27pm] |
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new layout... AGAIN... and yes. danielle did it for me :-D i love her!
nothing new happened really...jimmy might not move. depends on how things go with this new job of his. im hanging out with haley right now. something i havent really done in a while. since my life is cheerleading cheerleading cheerleading....but.. I went and saw my 5th grade teachers today. and we helped them with the stuff they needed to do before they left for the weekend. it was nice seeing them again.. they love us. <3 <3
i like mindis new layout too..its awesome
i dont know if any of you know but lexi has a LJ name now. its kiss___this (3 underscores) its cool. i dont kno if she wrote anything tho yet or not. but hey, i might as well tell you guys so u can add her.
thats it i guess. ill update more later when something exciting actually happens.
*kc
p.s. i love mindi.. :-D
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